So, I woke up. Got ready for work, went to work, came home and now things are just like... BLEH!
Questioning my whereabouts in this world, in this relationship...
Why are we even together? I ask myself... Yet i ask him too but i still receive no answer...
I dont know what to do, but i know what i want and i dont want to feel like this. Life is precious, I dont want to waste my time in something that just plain sucks!
Im going to be 25 this year. I want my career boost and i want my family. I want my partner to want the things that i want in life.. Is it really that hard????
Argh things just suck. I dont even know how to act, how to be, how to feel... Do i just pretend things are fine? Do i just keep on putting on that happy face only to be let down again anyways??
He never wants to talk, he always thinks im cranky, he always thinks im arguing.... so really, what is the point?
Im a hopeless mess. Im going to get drunk by myself (yeh, that will definatly help.. NOT) and then go to sleep, wake up and go to work.
So many things to be happy about and yet im still UNHAPPY... Hmmmm....
Friday, February 18, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
First Blog
Well, i guess you could say this is my very first blog!
Not sure what to say or write as my day has been quite average...
Been quite warm. My son was at daycare therefore i got to relax a little (sleeping)... awakening to realise the day had gone and its already time to pick him up 'gee how annoying' but we are home now and he watches his favourite show 'Yo gabba gabba' whilst eating snacks :) so cute!
My man has gone surfing... thats what he loves the most, (im most certain i come 3rd in this relationship after the surfing and our son.. haha.)
Thats ok though, as long as we are all together it doesnt bother me where i stand... we all love each other and thats the main thing.
Guess ive been trying to get Rihanna tickets... I would love to go. Its next weekend here on the Goldy!! I have no money but will find some for this event im sure haha.
My sister would also love to come but has gone home to NZ :( 'We miss you chicken'
I wish she could come tooo, we would be right at the front of the stage... along with many other fans pushing and shoving im sure LOL
Anyways, i could go on like this forever but would much rather go hang with my lil man...
til next time 'bloggers' take care....
Peace
Not sure what to say or write as my day has been quite average...
Been quite warm. My son was at daycare therefore i got to relax a little (sleeping)... awakening to realise the day had gone and its already time to pick him up 'gee how annoying' but we are home now and he watches his favourite show 'Yo gabba gabba' whilst eating snacks :) so cute!
My man has gone surfing... thats what he loves the most, (im most certain i come 3rd in this relationship after the surfing and our son.. haha.)
Thats ok though, as long as we are all together it doesnt bother me where i stand... we all love each other and thats the main thing.
Guess ive been trying to get Rihanna tickets... I would love to go. Its next weekend here on the Goldy!! I have no money but will find some for this event im sure haha.
My sister would also love to come but has gone home to NZ :( 'We miss you chicken'
I wish she could come tooo, we would be right at the front of the stage... along with many other fans pushing and shoving im sure LOL
Anyways, i could go on like this forever but would much rather go hang with my lil man...
til next time 'bloggers' take care....
Peace
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