Hmmmm...

So, I woke up. Got ready for work, went to work, came home and now things are just like... BLEH!
Questioning my whereabouts in this world, in this relationship...
Why are we even together? I ask myself... Yet i ask him too but i still receive no answer...
I dont know what to do, but i know what i want and i dont want to feel like this. Life is precious, I dont want to waste my time in something that just plain sucks!
Im going to be 25 this year. I want my career boost and i want my family. I want my partner to want the things that i want in life.. Is it really that hard????
Argh things just suck. I dont even know how to act, how to be, how to feel... Do i just pretend things are fine? Do i just keep on putting on that happy face only to be let down again anyways??
He never wants to talk, he always thinks im cranky, he always thinks im arguing.... so really, what is the point?
Im a hopeless mess. Im going to get drunk by myself (yeh, that will definatly help.. NOT) and then go to sleep, wake up and go to work.
So many things to be happy about and yet im still UNHAPPY... Hmmmm....